Day 13- favorite musician and why... :)

well, my all time FAVORITE musician is Eminem.. Marshall Mathers.. slim shady.. rabbit.. whatever you know him as <3 he is the best.. he is a lyrical genius.

yeah, eminem swears alot, he talks about his ex-wife in violent ways.. but at least he doesn't only rap and swear about money, cars, drugs, alcohol & girls. hes had a tough life, and he doesn't make up the shit he speaks.
he has good reasons behind the words he says, they all have meaning.
he shows and sings about how important Hailie, his daughter is to him, which is great.

the movie 8 mile is one of the most inspirational movies of all time, it shows you how you could start with nothing, and be so successful in life and become something great, as long as you fight and believe. he didn't have a supporting family, he took care of his family, he kept it together.. his little sister, Lilly, wouldn't have made it this far.. without eminem.

eminem is my all time favorite singer, because hes different. i always hated any type of rap music, i found it so pointless.. until i heard eminem, there's just something about him that always catches my attention. i know he may not be a good role model because of the words he speaks, but he is my life, my inspiration. he is absolutely amazing, and i love him, i am his number one fan.

Day 3 - a perfect date... (:

Well for a perfect date, your loved one.. in my case boyfriend., should take you some place nice.
it could be anywhere actually, but if a guy takes you to a fast food restaurant for the first date, yeahhhhhh, bye. hes not worth it.. he's just showing how much he doesn't care. my ideal date would be simple, just time together with the one you  like... a walk on the beach.. waterfront.. even a movie.. and walk home. I'm okay with anything, I'm not one of those girls who want everything and anything. i just don't believe a guy should take you to a mcdees or something like that to show his love.. if he does, his love isn't worth it. ha ha. anyways, as my day 3 blog, i hope this fits in with it..

& my ideal date would be quite simple, i don't ask for much <3

true facts. :s

If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't , he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he "cares". If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way.

& how many of you have felt this way ? 

Broken Hearted.. thoughts and pains.

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this... 

Written by unknown. i was looking on the internet for love/broken hearted quotes (having a bad day)  and this popped up.. it caught my attention because its true.. </3 
iloveyou.