A few months ago, i wrote this poem.. about the same guy i talked about in the last post.. its not my best poem, but it was done quickly.. its called "Bother's Me"
Knowing i had such a great guy in my life who cared and knew what i wanted and how i felt.. bother's me..
walking through the halls at school, watching him with another girl, bother's me..
Knowing he could have been the best thing in my life, the way he held me tight..
and how he comferted me.. brings back to many memories..
now i watch him love another girl, it kills me.
I Know it's to late..
but i still hope he will change his mind, i know i lost my chance..
I Know how you felt when you saw me with him, how he treated me and all the shit he put me through..
has it ever occured to you that i did it because i knew you had another girl..
i had completly nothing to lose, watching her all over you.
You know what, you're just like the rest..
i honestly never imagined we end like this, i never thought we would have a last kiss,,,
So i guess ill just end this, now.
I know i messed up bad, you were in my mind the best i ever had..
i miss you.
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